beautiful beautiful

I was at my sister's house right around 4pm. I got a new camera and I've been messing around with it. This is one of the most beautiful areas I've seen, and I'm lucky enough to live here. Whats funny is that half the time I don't even notice it. That mountain range stands silently sentinel. Guarding this small town. It slows storms down. It provide hours of entertainment. It holds the water reservoirs, because despite the snow and moisture seen in this picture, we essentially live in a desert and have learned to store water for those arid summers.

Yes, another one, I'm bored

Do you have feeli​ngs about​ the perso​n you last texte​d?​​
As a friend, yes.


Where​ did you get the shirt​ you'​​re weari​ng?​​
Bought it at Alco

Are you happy​?​​
Usually


What'​​s on your wish list for your birth​day?​​
A clean house and well behaved kids.


Somet​hing you hate more than anyth​ing?​​

nails on a chalkboard

Did you kiss or hug anyon​e today​?​​
Yes.


How many kids do you wanna​ have?​​
I have three. I used to want six.


Plans​ for tomor​row?​​
Work. Homework. Housework.


Do you miss anyon​e?​​
Yes.

Last time you laugh​ed?​​
Earlier today.


What were you doing​ this morni​ng at 7am?
Sleeping. Arguing with the alarm.


Do you have any pierc​ings?​​
One in each ear.

Close​st blue objec​t to you?
Blanket.


Have you ever felt repla​ced?​​
No.


Where​ were you at 11pm last night​?​​
Home.

How many hours​ did you sleep​ last night​?​​
Laid down around 1am. Probably fell asleep at 2. Woke at 7ish.

Are you with the same perso​n as you were at the begin​ning of 2008?​​
No.


Do you belie​ve ex's can be frien​ds?​​
Yes, depends on the relationship.

What are you liste​ning to?
Wall-E


Is anyth​ing bothe​ring you right​ now?
Not really.

Where​ was the last place​ you fell aslee​p other​ than your own bed?
The couch.


What are you cravi​ng at the momen​t?​​
Water.


What'​​s the very first​ thing​ you did when you woke up?
Hit snooze.

Do you ever think​ about​ stuff​ and start​ cryin​g?​​
No.


Do you ever think​ "​​what if" about​ anyth​ing?​​
Not exactly.


Who is the nices​t perso​n to you ever?​​
He is.


Does the last perso​n who put their​ arms aroun​d you mean anyth​ing to you?
Yes.

What kind of botto​ms are you weari​ng?​​
Not wearing any. (just got out of the bath)


What did you do last night​?​​
Watched Lost.


What'​​s the last thing​ you put in your mouth​?​​
Toothbrush.


Whose​ the last perso​n to tell you they love you?
My son.


Do you enjoy​ late night​ phone​ conve​rsati​ons?​​
Depends who with.


Do you care about​ your numbe​r one?
On myspace, yes of course.


Does anyon​e call you babe or baby?​​
Yes, this lady that cashes her checks at the bank.


Would​ you rathe​r have a huge cat or a tiny dog?
Cat.


Last time you paint​ed your nails​?​​
Had my nails done a few days ago.


Do you alway​s have to have somet​hing to drink​ when you eat?
Most of the time.


What color​ is your camer​a?​​
Silver.


Would​ you go in publi​c witho​ut under​wear?​​
Not so much.


Would​ you date your numbe​r one?
No.


What'​​s your bigge​st fear?​​
Being forgotten.


Where​ is your ex?
At his house.

What'​​s your favor​ite food?​​
Mexican.


What is your favor​ite kind of weath​er?​​
Summertime!

Do you like hugs?​​
Of course.


Are you ready​ to get out of this town?​​
No, I love it here.
​

Are you weari​ng jewel​ry?​​​​​
No.


Who was the last perso​n'​​s voice​ you heard​?​​
Kids.


Can you run in heels​?​​
Not really.


How'​​s your heart​ latel​y?​​
A little tender.

Words

Just words on a page

Nothing more

Black on white

Nothing less

Words mean so little

Words mean so much

They can tell you everything

and

They can tell you nothing

They can play tricks on your mind

They can be silent

They can be loud

History is written

Wars are fought

Words tell the story

Yet

All they are

Just words on a page

Goals

I had this plan starting at the beginning of the year, I would write everyday based on the exercises in a devotional style writer's book. The exercises are good and I think will be beneficial, but I get caught up in thinking that I can't do it. That I have no talent to write. I suppose thats the point though, to develop the skills and practice the technique of writing.

Therefore, I'm setting a goal. I will do the first "assignment". An allegorical short story.

Taking suggestions.

Are you a nerd?

for kicks and giggles

I know these are sometimes ridiculous and pointless but they can be fun to fill out. I think they help you think about your life and future and past.

NOW

Is your hair up?:
No

Is your phone right beside you?:
Yes!

Do you have a bf/ gf?:
Both

Do you wish you were somewhere else?:
Nope! lol

Do you have plans for tonight?:
watch movies, do homework

Are you wearing makeup?:
Nope!

Are you wearing chapstick?:
no, but I need to put some on

Are you cold?:
a little bit

Are you tired?:
somewhat

Are you excited?:
I could be

Are you watching t.v.

No, watching the kids play the wii

Are you wearing pajamas?:
jeans and a tshirt

Who's the last person you IMed?:
l-tv chat

Who's the last person that called you?
Amanda

PAST

Anything you regret?
Sure

Ever lied?:
Yea

Ever stuck gum under a desk?:
No!

Ever spit at someone?
Not intentionally...


Ever kick something living?:
Yep.


Ever had your nails done?:

Yep. Yesterday

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
yes


REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:



LAST WEEK

Had any plans last week?:
work and gaming

Who did you see most last week?:
um, no comment.. but probably my kids

Was last week interesting?
"last week was normal


TODAY

Have you cussed?:
Not yet...

Have you yelled at someone?
yes, getting kids ready for school is a pain

Have you gotten mad at someone?
Yep.


Have you cried?
I don't cry,


Have you called more than 3 people?:
nope

Have you IMed more than 3 people?:
Yes

Have you eaten anything gross?
no



SPILL YOUR GUTS

First thing you did this morning?:
cuddled and kissed


Last thing you ate?:
cashews ( I really should be making dinner....)


What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?

hanging out with friends


What's annoying you right now?
kid jumping on the couch


What's the last movie you saw?
Airplane!


Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
They are real! I've seen them and been in them! I also believe in Unicorns, Pegasus, Tooth Fairy, Easter Bunny, Elves, and Santa!


Where is the last place you went?:
Amanda's to pick up the kids



Who is the last person you called?:
Amanda


Been cheated on?:
Yep


Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
Probably


Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity):
Creativity


Do you wish on stars?:
yup


Does it work?:
Sometimes


Do you untie your shoes every time you take them of:
no


When did you last cry?
a few days ago watching Leon


Do you like your handwriting?
Sometimes, depends on the pen


Are you a friendly person?
I think so


Are you keeping a secret from the world?
Of course


Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
No one's, slept on the couch



What color shirt are you wearing?
White


Do you have any pets?
Not anymore


What is the color of your bedsheets?
green


What were you doing at 9 last night?
waiting for a coke


Last person you talked to :
besides my kids, amanda and levi


When is the last time you saw your dad?
Last week


Look to your left.
What do you see?:
A bookcase


Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yep


Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
yes


Song that makes you cry?
Cat's in the cradle



Are you a normally happy person?
Usually


Is your self-esteem low?
Nope


What color are your eyes?
Blue



Long or Short Hair :
Mine is long I guess


Current Music?
Classic rock

Enjoy ur day all!

can't

Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't. Can't.

What cruel joke of fate is this. To fall for him.

There are so many reasons not to.

All the wrong reasons

are they outweighed

By all the right reasons