Watching the sun go down on another summer. School starts tomorrow. There were so many things I had planned for the summer and I didn't get around to all of them. But there are a few warm months left so I'll be able to take the kids to the parks in our area. I want to take them to Natural Bridges, Arches, Canyonlands, exploring on the mountain. Fishing perhaps. We've been able to get a lot of camping done thanks to a very good friend of mine. The kids love camping and every day ask if they can go again. They have such a fun time running around and playing.

I bought a truck so that we would have an easier time getting around the mountain and all the other places I want to visit. I love it! That truck is so great. Its a 1985 Ford F-250. Manual transmission with 4WD. Extended cab so I can haul the kids around.

FINE

I'm fine. FINE. F.I.N.E.

Freaked out. Insecure. Neurotic. Emotional.


Freaked out because this emotion is new and unusual and I don't know how to handle it.

Insecure because I think I may be the only one that feels this way.

Neurotic because my mind is racing.

Emotional because its scary as hell.

Falling. Inescapable. Necessary. Eternal.

I am fine. Fine. FINE. F.I.N.E.