Sometimes....

Sometimes I am invisible

Sometimes I am not good enough

Sometimes I can't hold your attention

Sometimes I crave your touch

Sometime I feel like I don't deserve this

Sometimes I take what I can get

Sometimes I'm not loud enough

Sometimes I think I can scream

Sometimes I just bite my tongue

Sometimes it's just not important

Sometimes I just don't remember

Sometimes I just can't forget

Sometimes I'm scared

Sometimes I'm brave

Sometimes it doesn't matter

Sometimes it does

A week into it

We are a week in to the school year and things are going great! The kids are loving school, learning from their teachers, playing and making new friends. James is especially loving being able to be a big boy and go to school. Donovan is feeling slightly left out since his brothers get to go and he doesn't. I've been trying to include him in the things that I'm doing and he gets to go on ride alongs to work on computers when I'm at work. Today he helped me clean the kitchen by taking boxes out to the big trashcan outside. He will be starting the online preschool soon, I got a call saying he was accepted into the program so thats exciting. I think he'll love it.

I finished reading a online book, published independently. Found out it was available to order directly from the printing press. It was a good enough story that I shelled out the $20 for it. Its called Mortal Ghost. It was an amazing story, I haven't gotten that drawn into a story like that in awhile. The author is very talented and has another story that she has published on her website that I have yet to begin. I'm looking forward to curling up with my laptop and reading another good story by her.